Saturday, June 18, 2016

June 19 Who do you say I am?

Monday, June 13, 2016

June 5 Do you feel your dream dying?

Sunday, May 22, 2016

May 22 Holy Trinity Sunday

Sunday, May 1, 2016

Homily 6th Sunday


Jesus said to his disciples:
“Whoever loves me will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him".


Today's gospel is written in the background of Jesus' departure. Jesus knows that his departure will create pain in the hearts of the disciples. Therefore, he assures disciples that he is not abandoning them and promises his continuous presence will be among them through word of God, Holy Spirit and his peace. These words of Jesus are so comforting to disciples and to us that he is present among us. He is alive and live with us! 

There is a Sufi saying, If you step once in to God, God will step thrice in to you. According to eastern thought three is a full number. Therefore, it means if you make your first step in to God, God will come in abundance. 
Jesus says in today's gospel, that if we keep his words, he will come and live with us.  Jesus is talking about the simple first step that we should take in our lives. The simple first step is to love Jesus, and invite him in to our lives. If you want to love him spend a little time each day in personal prayer, scripture reading and reflection. 

Today approximately 25% of all adults live alone, they feel abandoned, belong to nowhere. Spouses, parents and children often live as virtual strangers to one another.   This is unfortunate because we never need to be alone.  Jesus promises us he can always be present to us.  He can give is peace, he can make our burden light and He can turn our grief into joy.  In order this is to happen, just make your first step, start loving him and make a personal relationship with him.
You all might have seen the painting the light of the world by William Hunt Holman. It's picture of Jesus knocking at the door, if you carefully observe, the door has no handle which Hunt purposefully did. He wanted show us that if Jesus wants to come to us we have to open our doors of our lives, our hearts.  
I know the  first step is a struggle. I asked one of my friends to go for a renewal retreat, he said, I can't because I will be transformed. He knows once he transformed, he has to accept new ways in his life. So he wants to be just as he is now. 
We fear to give up our sins and pleasures because it is a challenge. 

In this process of opening our hearts to love Jesus, Jesus promises he Is not only the one who is going to help us, we are going to get an advocate who will teach us and remind us of Jesus teaching. Therefore,  the role of the Holy Spirit is two fold a) to teach "  b)to “remind" us of what Jesus has taught us.
Pope Francis says, God has left the guidance of the Church "in the hands of the Holy Spirit." "The Holy Spirit  as Jesus said, will teach us everything" and "remind us what Jesus taught us"
"The Holy Spirit is the living presence of God in the Church. He keeps the Church going, keeps the Church moving forward. More and more, beyond the limits, onwards. The Holy Spirit with His gifts guides the Church. You cannot understand the Church of Jesus without this Paraclete, whom the Lord sends us for this very reason. 

When Jesus lives with you another beautiful thing happens in our lives, he brings peace in to our lives.  "Peace" is not just the absence of conflict or the peace world gives you, it is the concept of shalom, the total well-being of the person and community.  “In Johannine language, peace, truth, light, life and joy are figurative terms reflecting different facets of the great gift that Jesus has brought from God to the world. 'Peace is my gift to you,' is another way of saying, 'I give them eternal life' (Jn 10:28) (Raymond E. Brown)
Dear brothers and sisters this is the opportunity Jesus promises us. Everything begins in loving him.  Depends on our first step.
We have cows in India and we tie them up on a pole to feed them grass. They can eat only the grass around.  We are like cows tied on a rope eating grass from a circle. Let us break our bondage of sins, pleasures and enjoy the great opportunity ahead of us. Let us take first step, open the door snd let Christ live with us and let us enjoy peace.

Fr. John Pozhathuparambil OFM Conv.

Sunday, April 17, 2016


Fourth Sunday of Easter is known as good shepherd Sunday. It is the world day of prayer for vocations. May ask you to close your eyes, think of an young man in your family or community who can become a priest. If you have him in your mind, will you able to tell him tonight that I thought of you as Fr. John was giving homily and start praying for him?
 I will start with my vocation story. I joined the seminary when I was fifteen. I was a normal kid, loved to have a family, my dream was to have a beautiful wife and two kids; one girl and one boy. But God had another dream for me. He sent a Franciscan friar to my religious study class to talk about St. Francis and the beauty of priesthood. I went to a come and see program and I was attracted by the Franciscan community life, the way they prayed together, the way they did manual work and seeing this, I said this is my nitche.
After my 10th grade, I left my family and joined Franciscan life. My father wasn't happy in the beginning but later he started loving my life. I remember my first travel to the seminary, the bus I was traveling met with an accident and the bus run in to 6 feet deep muddy and dirty water. I tried to get up from the water to take my breath. I knew someone was on me. I felt that I was going to die, I said God, God I am coming to your home.  Suddenly the man or woman who was on me moved away. I somehow got out of the bus through a window and took my first breath. But the strange thing is that I didn't return home, I was so decided to peruse God's dream for me which by that time had become my dream. Mud and water came from my nostrils for two days. 
Now looking back, I have been a Franciscan priest for fifteen years. Never regretted. I helped so many people, saved people from ending their lives, saved families from braking up, spirituality directed many souls, forgave the sins and could do many things just because my call as priest.
Blaga  Dimitrova, one of my favorite poetess wrote: Nameless are the ones who have given their future –without them I’d lost all confidence in the future. 
Dear brothers and sisters, the church is made of people who have sacrificed and dedicated their lives. We have to encourage vocations. I am so sad to see aging priests and Friars in this part of the world. We need more people to dedicate their lives for God. Let my story inspire someone in this room and let me encourage you to continue to pray for the young person you thought of.
 Coming to today's gospel Jesus is using the metaphor of sheep to talk about us. He says, my sheep hear my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish.  
Sheep is the most vulnerable livestock. We cannot train a sheep, that’s why no sheep is an item in the circus. Sheep is a very filthy animal. Enemy can easily conquer a sheep. Sheep eats everything even dangerous plants and food, they are near sighted creatures. Sheep is very timid and terrified animal.  Can't even drink water from running stream that’s why shepherd leads them to still waters. They need constant attention.
Hearing all these, is our human nature is comparable to sheep? No way!  Then why Jesus is comparing us with sheep? 
 Jesus uses the metaphor of sheep and shepherd because, He knows spiritual nature. With our instinct, our fears and timidity, our stubbornness and stupidity, and our rebellious nature, we’re very similar to sheep. In our spiritual journey, we feel we are repeating the same sins over and over again, we make imprudent decisions, we feel that we cannot discipline our lives, evil is easily attacking us, we eat everything like a sheep, even some things dangerous to our spiritual life, we tend to escape from the watch or eye of God. Yes, we are like a sheep in our spiritual journey. This is why we need Jesus in our lives as good shepherd. 
That’s why David, who was a shepherd himself sings, "THE LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." (Psalm 23:1-4) 
Yes, Jesus is our shepherd who guides us on right path. We need his constant protection and care to grow in our spiritual life. If we follow the Good Shepherd, we can be assured that He will always lead us in the right path, he will help us to make right decision, he will protect us from evil. Our enemy may walk about as a roaring lion looking for victims to devour but if we have Jesus with us we will be protected.  Yes, let us hold on to our good shepherd who has promised us salvation. Jesus says, I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish.  
Let us sing in our hearts,

Shepherd me O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death in to life. 
Fr. John Pozhathuparambil OFM Conv.

Monday, April 4, 2016

Divine Mercy Sunday


Divine Mercy Sunday
April 03, 2016
Acts 5:12 16 // Rv 1:9-11a, 12-13, 17-19 // Jn 20:19-31
 
Dear Brothers and Sisters in Jesus,
This is the Second Sunday of the Easter and we celebrate this weekend as Divine mercy Sunday. I believe that this Sunday is worth to be celebrated not only because it is the last day of the octave of Easter Season, but also we, our generation, are in a desperate need of God’s Mercy. Putting in the words of Pope Francis, from the book, The Name of God is Mercy, “at a time when “humanity is wounded,” suffering from “the many slaveries of the third millennium” — not just war and poverty and social exclusion, but also fatalism, hardheartedness and self-righteousness”- we realizes that we have no other place to relay upon except in God’s Mercy.

It is interesting to me to reflect a little bit more on the wounds of Jesus and along with that our own wounds. I know, we are now Easter People and we have a joyful him, Alleluia, to chant. Yet, the Gospel makes me think that Faith in Christ is roaming around the wounds of Christ. The Gospel gives me a picture that there is a wounded Lord and there are also wounded disciples. And again, it plays like an identity of each person: The Wounds of Jesus prove that he is the Christ and he is risen from the dead. The wounds of the Apostles, which is expressed through their fear, anguish and anxiety proves that they have abandoned their master and they desperately need healing.

What does it all mean about the wounds of Jesus? The wounds of Jesus are the expression of God’s love for humanity. “He so loved the world that he gave his only son to redeem them” from their fall, from their brokenness. When God’s love meets the brokenness of humanity, we experience His Mercy. Today, as we profess in this divine Mercy Sunday, Jesus I trust in you, remember that we are wounded, broken and God will never abandon us alone, for his Mercy endures forever.
What do we mean by the wounds of the Apostles and of ours? How are we wounded? The Scripture gives us the picture that it is the price that we pay when we abandon God in our life. This is very clear all throughout the salvation history- from the life Adam, the first man to the life of that Apostle that we see in today’s Gospel. When we decides that we are capable to do everything and we don’t want a God to explain our wonder and explore our future, we are beginning to hurt ourselves. Then, we end up in some kind of masochism, in which we find pleasure in our own wounds. But it is an abnormality; a deviation from our original identity which is given by God, His image and likeness.   We are wounded and our society is wounded for we abandoned our Lord in our life and the life of our society.

The Feast of Divine Mercy invites us to explore His Mercy where God’s love encounter our brokenness. It invites us to return to our original identity. We can no longer live and enjoy the pleasures of our wounds, that is a perversion. A wound, that is to be treated and healed. The wounds of Jesus have the power to heal our wounds. So, like Thomas, who was healed by touching the Jesus’ wounds, let us be healed by opening our wounds of the Risen Lord. Only he can heal our wounds.
May this celebration of this Eucharist, and various occasions of our sacrament of Reconciliation be an occasion to open up our wounds to the Lord especially in this year of Mercy.

Fr. Tony Vattaparambil OFMConv


Palm Sunday

Passion Sunday
March 20, 2016
Is 50:4-7 // Phil 2:6-11 // Lk 22:14-23:56


Dear Brothers and Sisters in Jesus,
Today we are beginning the best week in the whole liturgical year. Centuries ago, it was called the ‘Great Week‘. Nowadays we Catholics call it ‘Holy Week’.[i] For, we follow Jesus every step in our spiritual life for its perfection. So whatever the title, this is going to be a great and Holy week.
As I am standing here to share my reflection with you on this day, my mind flies to my state in India and praying with Salesian Fathers who sends Missionaries not only to India and all over the world, for the release of Fr. Tom Uzhunnalil from the clutches of present day evil forces called Isis. Fr. Tom is a missionary in Aden, Yemen and was abducted on the 4th of March by Isis. We don't know regarding the whereabouts and well-being of the Father Tom.
Later this week, on March 24th, is the anniversary of the martyrdom (1980) of Archbishop Oscar Romero from El Salvadore, a man who stood for justice for his people.
The lives of these innocent people and their suffering leads to me a number of questions and sometimes shakes my religiosity. It may be true with you too. So what does it really mean to us all these liturgical celebration of this week? 
We know that Religious wisdom often speaks in the language of paradox. The age old wisdom of the ancient religions never failed to speak on the continuing battle between light and darkness, good and evil. These sources of wisdom are pretty sure that the final victory is for light and goodness. Let us look at today's reading in the background of this wisdom. And also, let us look at the suffering of Fr. Tom and the Martyrdom of Archbishop Romero that Justice and goodness will prevail over darkness.
The Gospel takes us today to witness two Processions. The First one leads us into Jerusalem with Jesus’ being welcomed and proclaimed and we cheer with the crowd “Hosanna to the Son of David…… Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!” The other procession pictures Jesus leaves Jerusalem a few days later in disgrace and abandoned, going to his own crucifixion. There we also join the crowd cheering with other words: “Crucify him, crucify him!”[ii] What a paradox! We see the glory of a man and his ends in the same page.
 It is a reality in our life and we experience the glory and failure in our life and believe me, sometimes, the bitterness of our suffering makes us to think that our life is a total failure. It is only here in this state of mind that we can understand the real meaning of the passion of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is seemingly the suffering of Jesus, but it is the proof of the obsessive love of God.
In fact, contemplating on the passion of Christ an excellent way to answer our own idea of God. In my childhood, my mama taught me God is almighty, all powerful, omniscient, etc. And I believe this is the concept taught by all religions down through the centuries and we believe so. But during this great week, we may look at the cross and ask the same questions that people who traveled along calvary in today’s reading. What a God who even cannot help himself from the suffering?
This is a real shift in the idea of God that we professed. We have no more a God that stays up above who has nothing to do with my life. We have now a God who stays beside me not only in the moments of my glory, but more in the moments of failure. And I have such a confident to preach that my God is so powerful, even the extreme sufferings of this world cannot defeat him.
So, dear brothers and sisters, Let us walk together spiritually in these days and know a little bit more about our God who is obsessive in loving and whose Mercy we have hope.

Fr. Tony Vattaparambil OFMConv.





[i] Fr Brian Gleeson cp, http://www.frnick.com/homilies/a_c_p_/
[ii] Luis A. Vera, O.S.A. http://www.augustinianfriends.org/homilies/hom_palma08.htm